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Sunday, March 29, 2015

Embrace

Come stop your crying It will be alright
Just take my hand, hold it tight
I will be here, don't you cry

For one so small, you seem so strong
My arms will hold you, keep you safe and warm
This bond between us can't be broken
I will be here, don't you cry

Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more
You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart always

Why can't they understand the way we feel
They just don't trust what they can't explain
I know we're different but deep inside us
We're not that different at all

And you'll be in my heart
Yes you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more

Don't listen to them cause what do they know
We need each other to have and to hold
They'll see in time, I know

When destiny calls you you must be strong
I may not be with you but you gotta hold on
They will see in time, I know
We'll show them together

Cause you'll be in my heart
Believe me, you'll be in my heart
I'll be there from this day on
Now and forever more

You'll be in my heart
No matter what they say
You'll be in my heart

I'll be there always
Always
I'll be with you
I'll be there for you always
Always and always
Just look over your shoulder
I'll be there always

__________"You'll be in my heart"











Waiting for a man that can sing this for me.... I did believe that. One day.






虽然全世界都说我蠢不过仍憧憬着我也许可以嫁给初恋这个梦







发现自己  果然很单纯

290315‖2047

F O O L

Wise men say
Only fools rush in
But i can't help falling in love with you

Shall i stay
Would it be a sin
If i can't help falling in love with you

Like a river flows surely to the sea
Darling so it goes
Some things are meant to be

Take my hand
Take my whole life too
For i can't help falling in love with you

_____"Can't help falling in love "





Okayyy i might be a fool....
Whatever.... But maybe one day he'll really take my hand but maybe not________.







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Saturday, March 28, 2015

板块交界处   很不稳定  因为板块运动  从来不会停止的板块运动
生活其实也这样  脑袋从来不会停止   时间也是
总是想太多  做太多  讲太多     一生都必须学习的  是中庸

所以就又在这个必须选择的路口徘徊   我们此生都不断地在选择
在做各种各样不同种类大大小小或琐碎的决定
吃什么?穿什么?醒来?继续睡?说?不说?爱?或不爱?

短短一个星期就发生了很多很多很多很多
从可以很欢乐地说“他是我未来男朋友”到“都不懂会不会在一起”
((其实是我之前太理所当然地觉得“以后我们会在一起”了吧 sorryboy
这期间总总的心理变化还有造成这样的改变的总总心理因素

在一起  需要很多很多  爱信心勇气包容时间体谅认知理解还有很多很多
这范围太大 我从来都不理解   也许初恋还在吧   都说我是纯情少女天真烂漫

谢谢那个他总和我谈心  总告诉我那些所谓真相  并愿意告诉我他那些忧虑 那些疑虑 还有所谓心事吧  我才可以和他同步  和他一起不要对未来抱有太大希望。  但是越意识到这一点  或许是比较轻松  但越发现  我根本没有办法那样没有希望地和他继续那些如此亲密的交流  我需要那个所谓我是真的被需要的感觉  需要那个所谓你总有一天会是我的的那样子的感觉 需要一些肯定  所以就问了那些问题  以求心安   所以过后我才会答"有那句我们会在一起就够了"那句话

只是那个"你不知道我们可以在一起多久"  真的  真的有点不负责任  当然谁都不会懂接下来会发生什么事啊  也没有人会知道我们可以在一起多久啊  但当你那样说:会在一起  但不能保证可以耐多久的时候我是真的很想扁你  还要在后面讲sorry 把整个句子的责任都推卸掉才是更欠揍的  讲真  那个时候真的没有受伤或是伤心  只是有点心寒  有点 ermm  很现实的感觉吧  也很讶异你可以那样冷静地诉说那些冰冷 ((给你拍手  但若你连最起码的在一起很久很久的感觉或打算或信心都没有  只能说你不够爱我吧   也许吧  你喜欢我的程度还没深到让你有在一起可以很久很久的那样子的信心   因为若是足够喜欢  便会有那样子的勇气那样子起码的信心的吧  所以又是我太天真太烂漫太一厢情愿地觉得总有天我们会在一起很久 很久 很久         “我能想到最浪漫的事就是和你一起慢慢变老”  是真的   我   太   天   真。因为觉得在一起就可以很久   就觉得只要相爱没有什么跨不过去的槛   其实是我太一厢情愿吧? 不知到eh..... 不过希望有那么一天  你也会有那样子的感觉吧  那样子的起码信心  那时候再来在一起也不迟吧?我只是需要知道你会一直都要我就好。不要忘记我们勾勾手指了 哈!



不是对我们的未来没有信心  而是对对我们的未来没有信心的你没有信心    不过我会慢慢地等   等到有一天你会牵起我的手 带我去看每个烟火纷飞的季节。 ilymlb











What makes the flowers cry? What makes the sorrow rises?  When the rain is pour like strikes what can you to do to not to cry.
What makes the flowers cry when the sun is shining bright? What makes the sorrow rises when people are dancing high?
















Just blame me that i fell for you so hard. Me the noobshit. :)






ThanksGodYouConfessedToMe.








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