努力念书,用心生活

Thursday, May 28, 2015

Daddy's first bedtimestory. [The Sun]

          Once upon a time, there was this young boy. His name was Sun. One day, Sun saw this beautiful figure nearby, and thought "wow, how beautiful". Sun then went on with his life, but then everytime he looks at that nearby place, he will always, without fail, be attracted to that beautiful figure. He said "I think I'll see what this figure is...". So he went on, observing the figure everytime he sees her at that nearby place. And slowly he thought "wow, she is so awesome!". However, Sun was too shy and timid... He couldn't gather the guts to make friends with the beautiful figure. So he just waited... admiring the figure. Almost a year passed, Sun can still see that same beautiful figure, but this time, this figure is a bit different. But it did not make the figure less beautiful. So, Sun decided to exchange secrets with a friend. One thing led to another... Sun found himself caught in between himself, and Valentine's Day... which the friend said is the best day to confess. So that is what Sun did. On the night before Valentine's Day, Sun was talking to that beautiful figure via messaging. When 12 o'clock struck, Sun's heart started beating fast. "Should I do it now?", he asked himself. He consulted his friend, and the final answer was a "Yes". So that's what Sun did. He messaged her to confess to her. The next few days, Sum started to gather his guts to try to make friends with that figure. And as time went by, they became friends. Sun did all he could to find topics to talk about. And one day, it clicked. It felt more natural. And he felt that figure slowly had feeling for him. The figure started acting a bit weird around him. And finally, the figure said that she had feelings for him too. Sun was overjoyed. He was ecstatic. As time went by, the feelings grew between the both of them. And Sun decided to give the figure a name. The figure is now Moon. Moon and Sun grew closer each day. And had so many good memories together.  ( Cause baby girl complaining the Sun and the Moon is the most miserable love story, so daddy changed the name "Moon" to "Sunflower" ) After the dark days of winter, Sun and Sunflower got to be together again. Sun and Sunflower decided to go out on an outing to see the animals play. But sadly, the animals were all back home because Sun was too hot and the animals couldn't bare the heat. So Sunflower and Sun just hung out all day, walking, talking, until Sun had to go home. And Sunflower too. ( Baby girls asked: "But why Sunflower is bearable to the heat of the Sun when the animals couldn't bare?" Daddy told baby girl it because the Sunflower is naturally bearable to the Sun, that's why there is the word 'sun' in her name. ) So now Sun and Sunflower grew closer than ever before. And till this day, their story goes on... and will continue on for 80 years to come in the same page.
To be continued....


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Srsly baby girl like this session so much.... Daddy and his little princess aka Queen :')

Its touchy... The place w all his love and is for me to stay forever. H. O. M. E.

Thanks Daddy. I love you. Love me forever <3 p="">





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I'm feeling lucky~

Thursday, May 21, 2015

"其实很想叫你抱我
但是我知道不可以
但是还是很想要你"





我悄悄越挪越远
拉开距离
以免越来越想你
让自己伤心



还是很想要你
真的真的很想



你慢慢跟着我的步伐
慢慢
慢慢靠近
把手掌搭在肩上
我闻到了你独特气味




我还在努力挪开

在努力约束
自己



你手依旧搭在肩膀
不让我离



终于把距离拉远了
我告诉你哭泣原因
你说可否

我说不可





那时候还是很想要你

但是不可以。





你破除了我最后一道防线
把我拥入怀里
我只能拼命地哭
拼命地
因为太想要你
在那样落寞的时刻





我紧紧抱着你
紧紧地
像你随时会消失一样
忘了时间
忘了地点
忘了你
忘了我
忘了所有 所有的约束

在你怀里化成了一滩水


我忘了
那样很不应该



不该那样没有分寸
不该忘了所有谨守的约束
不该如此脆弱地在你眼前哭泣























还是有一条只有时间可以跨越的界线
希望界线过后
君能执吾之手与吾偕老












线    跨不过












这里很多人






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Saturday, May 2, 2015

其实也没有

我还想过自己的死状

我把橱底的青苹果味的绿色液体都喝了
等着
走到了阳台
坐在围栏上
毒发
像片枯黄的落叶
飘落

坠楼的死因不是坠楼。











其实真的很自私



死灰。














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